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I remember what it was like for me, the feelings of hopelessness when at 44 years of age I lost everything I had fought so hard to keep.
My home,my marriage,my businesses,financial security.
The darkness, the fear, the hopelessness.
I was completely unaware of what was happening, who I really was.
Deep asleep in the matrix,completely unaware,in total victim mentality.
Manifesting unconsciously.

Through the darkest pit of my personal hell,I thought of ending my life at times.
But the thought of my leaving my children behind...kept me going,one step in front of the other.
My dark night lasted about four years.

And then one day,(August 25,2011) while standing in my kitchen ,I felt the a thin thread of Light go through my core.
Instantly shifted and remembered.
Became a hermit while I integrated and released,preparing for the shift of 12/21/12.
Fun times indeed...

And now I am reliving the dark night of the soul with so many loved ones whose whole realities are disintegrating.
Because that is what is happening, the energies of higher vibrations are shaking all those around me to the core.
Anything that is not for the highest good of the soul(therefore for all)will not hold.
Has no foundation anymore.

Do you have a job that makes money but you are miserable doing it?
Do you have a house that enslaves you to working in that job?
Possessions that enslave you so they can be maintained?
Hmmmmmmmm,see ya.

Do you have "friends" that are really just using you?
Are you in a relationship that victimizes you and keeps you down?
Nope,not going to continue.
Are you trying to keep it all together, to hold on to money or people or things?
Bye bye.

The releases of issues,places,people and things that are not in alignment with your highest good are gut wrenching.
Even for me ,knowing, as I am conscious, the releases can be dark and incredibly painful.
And I know what is happening.

What about all those around me that have no idea what is happening?
What about our loved ones(the whole world?)
How can I be the light for them?
What can I do to help them and support them?

Everyone's path is their own.
The road to reconnecting to our hearts and remembering is a solitary journey.
I cannot carry their burden upon me.

All I can do is be me.
Trust that whatever information I share,is exactly what is needed at the moment.
Show my love by trusting in my heart that whatever I do, what ever I say, is the perfect thing they need.
Trust myself and the fact that I am in the right place at the right time,for a reason.

It might be telling my incredible,supernatural story.
Or just listening to them.
Or hugging them, holding them as they cry and release.
Giving them permission to cry,scream,yell and kick.
Allow for the anger to release from deep within their wounded souls.
Share information with them about what is happening.

Let them know that if they need anything,I am there for them.
Remind them that they are loved.
Show then that I love them by being there for them.

I feel though that sometimes soul recognition of the light within us is the only thing needed.
Sometimes nothing needs to be done.
Just Be-ing is enough.
And I guess that is how we hold the space of love within our hearts for them.
So that they feel love,whether consciously or not.
They feel the love from us in their hearts.

So when all is said and done...all I can do is love them and trust that how ever that love and support manifests,it is the perfect thing needed to help in the remembering.
Just be.
Trust that the answers will come from my heart.
And love them.

Which is easy because that is who we are.
Love.
Because love is all there is...the highest manifestation of our creation.

But I also need to remind myself that in order to love others ,I need to love myself.
Take care of myself.
Set boundaries,remembering that when we are the light,lost souls will attach to us ,desperately at times...like a drowning man to a life guard...

Know when to leave and replenish and heal myself.
For being dragged into their vibration is not how I can help...allowing others to hurt and take from me is not love.
Cutting all chords,healing,filling myself with Light and shielding is imperative.

Taking baths,showers or being in the water works great for me.
Water has amazing healing and clearing properties...
Spending time in nature...
Listening to what my body needs.
Feeding it as healthy as possible.
Drinking tons of water,as pure as possible.

These are all things I share with everyone else as well.
What's good for me is good for them.

Watching those we love experience their dark night of the soul can be extremely painful.
But then part of me knows that with each enormous release,comes clarity.
With clarity,fear starts to dissipate.
When fear starts to leave,we can hear our hearts.
And when we connect to our hearts,we connect to our Source of all.

And when we do that,we remember who we are.
An aspect,a fractal of the Source of all that is.
The energy of creation,the highest vibration possible.
Love.

And then,when we remember who we are,everything is possible.

The way I see it,if I was standing in my kitchen totally unaware in one instant,and completely awake the next...
if it happened to me,it can happen to anyone.
The shift is happening whether we know it or not.

Have faith.
This will pass.
My heart tells me so.

Shine bright my beautiful family.
We are all beautiful beyond comprehension.

In Light and Love
: )
marie