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The most important benefit of Reiki is the ability to help with self healing. Sure it is wonderful to help family and friends in a positive way but any Reiki healing practice should begin with self.
Our natural self is always in a perpetual state of healing and recovery. When we add an intention of healing with Reiki, we aid and confirm this normal process.
Self healing is a simple procedure and does not require a lot of time. A positive focus and intention of healing will bring immediate action. Know that this energy is infinitely wise and will always grant benefit to the whole self. It will always provide for your highest good.
There are many web pages with Reiki healing affirmations that you may use with your self healing.
Reiki Masters should encourage their students to practice self healing every day. Include discussion and practice of self healing in your Reiki classes for all levels.
Our human experience is about choices so let’s choose good health and wellness.
Healing Today has provided affordable Reiki classes to thousands of students since 1999. The training is offered in English and Spanish in several different cities across the USA.
Princess Destiny
what will be your future
will you make your dreams come true
Or will it be your destiny
to do what others expect you to
I hope that you will find a way
to be yourself and live the life
that you once dared to dream
A life so full of hopes and desires
miracles and magic
Don't ever give up on your dreams
sweet princess just believe
and never give up faith
that by dreaming your dreams
one day all your dreams will come true
©Aysha Kleywegt
An old Grandfather said to his grandson, who came to him with anger at a friend who had done him an injustice... "Let me tell you a story."
"I too, at times, have felt great hate for those who have taken so much, with no sorrow for what they do. But hate wears you down, and does not hurt your enemy. It's like taking poison and wishing your enemy would die. I have struggled with these feelings many times. "
"It is as if there are two wolves inside me; one is good and does no harm. He lives in harmony with all around him and does not take offense when no offense was intended. He will only fight when it is right to do so, and in the right way."
"But...the other wolf... ah! The littlest thing will send him into a fit of temper. He fights everyone, all of the time, for no reason. He cannot think because his anger and hate are so great. It is helpless anger, for his anger will change nothing."
"Sometimes it is hard to live with these two wolves inside me, for both of them try to dominate my spirit."
The boy looked intently into his Grandfather's eyes and asked, "Which one wins, Grandfather ?"
The Grandfather smiled and quietly said, "The one I feed."
http://www.firstpeople.us/FP-Html-Legends/TwoWolves-Cherokee.html
I sometimes wish I could be a butterfly
Beautiful and full of magic
I would be able to dance through the air
and go from flower to flower
Life would be an everlasting dance
without the cobwebs and all the sorrow
but it would be
filled with beauty, magic and color.
©Aysha Kleywegt
We are always healing and our energy responds to intention. Reiki is effective because of those two simple facts of natural order. When practicing Reiki we focus our intention to healing and this helps to facilitate the natural process.
#Reiki intention: I am always in a natural state of healing and this infinitely wise energy will always provide for my highest good.
#Reiki intention; life enhancing healing energy is always flowing into my life. I use it for my good and the good of others and I am grateful for this good.
#Reiki intention: This life force energy responds to my focus and will radiate good health and wellness to every cell in my body.
#Reiki intention: This energy of infinite wisdom will always provide for my whole self as I enter into a comfortable state of being.
#Reiki intention: I am one with magnificent perfection and infinite wisdom and I enjoy the process of healing.
Healing Today has provided traditional Usui Reiki classes and attunements to hundreds of students since 1999. Reiki is a natural healing modality and very easy to learn.
At night as I walk down the hidden path into
the labyrinth of my subconscious,
I enter the magic world of dreams and mysteries.
A world where everything is possible,
where everything exists,
where all my hidden feelings and fears are struggling to come out
to reach the surface.
©Aysha Kleywegt
Slowly the day ends and the sun kisses her goodbye.
The evening mist covers the land with its mysterious veil of secrecy.
Dreamtime is coming.
Slowly she calls me,
Singing me sweet lullabies,
Making my eyes heavy,
Making me long for her stories and fantasies.
©Aysha Kleywegt
Your majestic appearance takes my breathe away
Your beauty and elegance
You show so much pride and strength
The way you slide through the water
So graciously and calm
I love to watch you and I imagine what it would be like
To be a beautiful swan
Proud and strong
Elegant and beautiful
In away that seems supernatural and so divine.
©Aysha Kleywegt
http://www.dreamart.us/ ; Now that I am retired from my job in the technical services department of a large university library, I am working full time, seven days a week most weeks, on an esoteric web art project made up mostly of renders in the 3D program Vue. I began this "States of Consciousness" web art project in the fall of 2001. It currently consists of over 13,000 original pieces. One of my goals is to make the invisible visible.
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.
The All-Seeing Eye: Sacred Origins of a Hijacked Symbol
Is the all-seeing eye a symbol of divine omniscience or sinister influence? Today it symbolises control and domination by a shadowy elite, but its original use was quite different. This article traces its use and meaning back to ancient times, when it was a symbol of divine providence, powerfully representing spiritual truth and awakening.
HUMANITY IS LOSING ITS PRECIOUS SYMBOLOGY
The all-seeing eye is a powerful esoteric symbol which is widely misunderstood and misused today; few know what it originally stood for. It was originally symbolic of a higher spiritual power or God, a watchful caretaker of humanity or an awakened spiritual part within. But these days it has quite different associations.
Today the all-seeing eye is more likely to be seen as an “Illuminati” symbol of control and surveillance by elites who to a large degree run the show on this planet at this time. This is because, over time, dark sinister forces have taken over esoteric symbols that for thousands of years were used to convey positive, helpful, uplifting spiritual messages and principles. The all-seeing eye is a prime example of how spiritual symbols have been hijacked and inverted. There has not really been much push to understand the symbol’s original meaning or to reclaim it for the spiritual significance it first conveyed.
This is the first in a series of articles I am presenting that will take a closer look at individual symbols, and delve into their origins and history to uncover their deeper esoteric significance. I am writing these as part of an effort to reclaim these positive esoteric symbols and restore them to their previously esteemed state.
UNIVERSAL NATURE OF SYMBOLISM
Symbolism has long been used by humanity to communicate ideas which are best crystallised in a compact form. As the well-known saying goes, a picture tells a thousands words! Esoteric symbols are alive today as they were in the ancient past, but there is much confusion surrounding their usage, history, intent, and meaning.
In ordinary life we use symbols to show at a glance important information such as traffic and road signs amongst many other symbols which are widespread and common today. Some other examples are corporate logos and certification statuses.
Symbolism is also especially used in the communication of non-physical, spiritual ideas, phenomena, and processes.
The all-seeing eye is one of the most powerful and widely used – and misused – symbols of all. In this article I trace its use from the earliest of times through to the 18th century, and show what the symbol originally stood for. My next article will examine its use from 18th century freemasonry onwards, and show how it has since been hijacked and misused.
USE OF THE ALL-SEEING EYE IN ANCIENT CULTURES
INDIA
Image: Shiva’s third eye
We perhaps find the precursor to what eventually became known as the all-seeing eye in the Rig Veda, a sanskrit text thought to have been written over 3,000 years ago and one of the oldest known texts. In it there are many references to the sun and to other deities as being an eye in heaven, as an eye which reveals creation, or an eye which never closes.
One can liken this to being symbolic of a high level of awakened consciousness that advanced spiritual beings have and which an ordinary person can potentially attain.
The Hindu god Shiva has three eyes. The third eye or brow chakra eye is known as the eye of Shiva, possessor of all knowledge, which when opened will destroy anything it sees. Thus it is a symbol of knowledge which destroys evil and ignorance.
This again can be likened to an awakened higher spiritual part of a person which sees the truth of things and can then eliminate within a person’s psyche that which is opposite to and blocks divine consciousness from manifesting more. In this way it is a “creative destruction” of evil to transform it into higher consciousness.
Even in modern times, the eye of Shiva is used in jewellery to give protection against evil to its wearer and to gain wisdom and understanding from the world, from life events and from the self, for positive transformation.
NEPAL
Image:Buddha’s all seeing eye
In Buddhism, Buddha is referred to as the Eye of the World. It is typical for temples in Nepal to display a graphic of the “Eyes of Buddha” as shown to the right – notice it includes a mark for the “third eye” as well. The eyes are also known as the eyes of wisdom and compassion.
Statues of Buddha typically show a dot in the mid-brow to represent the third eye.
ANCIENT EGYPT
EYE OF OSIRIS
It is interesting to find that the Egyptian hieroglyph for their god Osiris contains an eye as shown below. So as with Hinduism and Buddhism we find a spiritual deity being represented in ancient times as an eye.
EYE OF HORUS
Image:Hieroglyph for “Osiris” contains an eye
In ancient Egypt, the all-seeing eye was known as the Eye of Horus or the Eye of Ra and also formed part of the symbology of Wad-jet. Through various myths they were symbols of protection, healing and restoration. The left eye of Horus was said to be the moon and his right eye the sun.
Horus was a falcon-headed sun god and it could be said the Eye of Horus was styled like an eye of a lanner falcon with its marking beneath the eye.
Image: Could the Eye of Horus represent parts of the brain used to manifest consciousness?
It is also very interesting to note that the drawing of the Eye of Horus very much matches the cross section of the mid brain where the thalamus, the pineal and pituitary glands are situated. The pineal gland is often said to be the “third eye” and a centre of spirituality and of spiritual insight, which can be developed in a person.
It’s as if the Eye of Horus could be a depiction of the thalamus as the eye ball with the corpus callosum the eye brow above and the medulla oblongata (brain stem) and the hypothalamus being the two markings below. If this is what they were drawing but calling it the Eye of Horus, does it suggest they considered the mid brain to be the seat of consciousness or even of divine consciousness or “Horus consciousness”? Horus being a sun god and symbolic of the universal Christ, a spiritual force which a suitably prepared person can merge with.
MIDDLE EAST/ASIA – HAMSA
Image left :A Jewish Hamsa
In the Middle East the all-seeing eye has been known in the form of a hand-eye symbol called either Hamsa, Khamsa or Hamesh.
It’s the symbol of an eye in the palm of a hand, usually the right hand. Again it is a symbol of protection against the evil eye (bad luck caused by jealousy from others) and danger in general and can been seen as a good luck charm in that way.
Image, right: Detail from “The Divine World” by Kahil Gibran
It is also known as the hand of Fatima in Islam and the hand of Miriam in Judaism. In India it is known as Humsa Hand. The Jains also have a form of the Hamsa in their symbolism with the word ahimsa (meaning non-violence) inside a wheel instead of where the eye would be. The Hamsa has been used for thousands of years and is still in use today as amulets, charms or wall hangings. It would seem to have its origins from ancient Mesopotamia with the hand of Ishtar being a symbol of divine protection although it did not contain the eye in the palm.
A more Christian-themed representation of the Hamsa is an art work called “The Divine World” by Kahlil Gibran, a Lebanese Maronite Catholic prominent in the early 20th century as a poet, painter, writer, philosopher, theologian.
Image, left:A Nazar / Image credit: Alborz Fallah
In Greece and Turkey they have something similar to the Hamsa which they call a “Nazar”. It is just an eye without the hand but it is used in the same way and has the same meaning as the Hamsa, that is, to ward off the evil eye, in the form of amulets or hanging ornaments usually made from blue glass.
Similarly in Buddhism there is the “eye of Buddha” amulet to ward off the evil eye.
The symbol of an eye in a hand also appears in Aztec and Mayan cultures and in Native American artworks although archaeologists are not sure what meaning it had for these cultures.
Image, right:The enigmatic rattlesnake disc
To the right is a Native American example referred to as “The Rattlesnake Disc” which was unearthed by a farmer in Moundville, Alabama in the 1800′s. Some archaeologists think its symbolism may have represented a portal to spiritual dimensions. It is the most elaborately decorated artwork found at Moundville giving rise to the belief it was of the most importance to its creators. Other artworks found there also contain the hand-eye symbol.
ANCIENT ECUADOR
There is also the amazing discovery in 1984 in La Mana, central Ecuador, of an ancient artefact referred to as the Black Pyramid amongst 300 artefacts found there of unknown origin.
It is not known what culture they come from and the many objects found are baffling and seemingly out of place for this part of the world, such as an object designed as a hooded King Cobra of south east Asia. Cobras don’t exist in South America.
The so-called Black Pyramid is made from black stone with an eye at the apex. The stone has gold inlays forming 13 levels of “bricks” and an eye at the top. These inlays glow when under black light. Overall it looks like a representation of the great pyramid of Giza (7,470 miles away) and also amazingly just like the eye pyramid symbol used on the Great Seal of America and the US $1 bill.
It is also interesting to note the cobra artefact has another similarity with ancient Egypt where the raised cobra is associated with the Eye of Horus/Ra and Wad-jet in their protective aspects with it being worn on the foreheads of Pharaohs at the mid-brow right where the third eye is located. This symbolises the raising of a person’s energies to a higher vibration which internally leads to the awakening of psychic faculties such as those latent in the third eye.
Image: via YouTube user Wellington Marin – Illuminati Pyramid from Ecuador
It is not known how old these objects are as dating them has not been possible but they are thought to pre-date the known ancient cultures of the region. There is also a pre-Sanskrit type language (making it very old) engraved on some of the objects including on the underside of the black pyramid where there are also markings which appear to map out the stars of the Orion constellation, which the pyramids at Giza also map. The 4 pre-Sanskrit markings are thought to translate as saying “the son of the creator comes”.
Given the care taken to create this object it would seem to have been an important symbol for its creators although it is not clear how they interpreted it.
ANCIENT GREEK
In the Hymns of Orpheus, the hymn To The Sun describes it variously as thus;
as an “eternal eye with broad survey” ;
and compares it to being the “Father of ages” ;
and as “Immortal Jove, all searching, bearing light” ;
then later as the “Great eye of Nature and the starry skies” ;
followed by “Faithful defender, and the eye of right”
So here we see in an ancient text of the western world similar representation of the sun like that presented in the ancient text of the east, the Rig Veda, as being an eye of the creator and an all-seeing never closing eye watching over and protecting the good.
CHRISTIANITY
“The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.” (Jesus in Matthew 6:22)
“The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, and his ears are open to their cry;” (Psalms 34:15)
“The eyes of the Lord are in every place, beholding the evil and the good.” (Proverbs 15:3)
Image: Does the Talpiot tomb display an all seeing eye?
A possible first known use of the all-seeing eye symbol in Judeo-Christianity is the so-called “Jesus tomb” from 1st century AD discovered in 1980, which uses a similar symbol over the entrance to the tomb. Regardless of whose tomb it is, could this be a first known or early use of the eye-pyramid symbol in the Judeo-Christian tradition?
In Christianity, the all-seeing eye or “Eye of Providence” or “Eye of God” has been used as a symbol from at least the 16th century as seen in the following painting below which depicts a scene from Luke 24: 13-32 where after his resurrection, Jesus has supper with two disciples.
The eye is inside a triangle, and surrounded by rays of light, with the triangle representing the holy trinity and the whole symbol meaning God’s omnipresence and all-seeing eye watching over creation.
Some claim that the eye in triangle symbol was added to the painting soon after the Council of Trent 1545- 1563, to conform with its canons and decrees but even if that is so that would still place its use in the 16th century.
Image, right: 16th century Christian painting – dated 1525 by Italian artist Pontormo (student of Da Vinci), called Supper in Emmaus – depicts Luke 24: 13-32
In Alsace, France, the fresco painted above the altar of the Abbey Church of Saint-Jean-Baptiste (1763) shows a large example of the eye-in-pyramid symbol, with the rays of glory breaking through the clouds.
Another example is on the Aachen cathedral in Germany. It was originally built in the late 8th century under the Emperor Charlemagne and then enlarged in the middle ages with various other changes and updates along the way. It would seem the all-seeing eye symbol was placed on the cathedral in 1766 to mark the renovations done that year.
Note that these first two examples pre-date the founding of the Bavarian Illuminati (1776) although Freemasonry already existed in England and Europe by this time. Perhaps it was a masonic influence that saw these symbols used on these cathedrals yet it was not until about 1797 that masons are regarded as beginning to use the eye-in-pyramid symbol.
The eye-in-pyramid symbol also features prominently on the front facade of the Hartegbrugkerk Church in Leiden, the Netherlands, built in 1835-36. The Latin words “Hic Domus Dei est et Porta Coeli” translates to “This is the House of God and the Gateway to Heaven.”
These are just some Christian examples of many that appear in Europe.
CONCLUSION
As we have seen, throughout history there has been a strong tradition across time, continents and cultures of using eye symbolism to generally represent a benevolent creator force watching over, helping and protecting humanity and to represent a spiritual part within.
In my next article I will continue to trace the use of the all-seeing eye symbolism over the last 240 years and reveal how it has been inverted and increasingly used for sinister aims in current times.
A frail old man lived with his son, his daughter-in-law, and his four-year-old grandson. His eyes were blurry, his hands trembled, and his step faltered.
The family would eat together nightly at the dinner table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating rather difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon, drooping to the floor. When he grasped his glass of milk, it often spilled clumsily at the tablecloth.
With this happening almost every night, the son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess.
"We must do something about grandfather," said the son.
"I've had enough of his milk spilling, noisy eating and food on the floor," the daughter-in-law agreed.
So the couple set a small table at the corner.
There, grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed their dinner at the dinner table. Since grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in wooden bowls. Sometimes when the family glanced in grandfather's direction, he had a tear in his eye as he ate alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food. The four-year-old watched it all in silence.
One evening, before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor. He asked the child sweetly: "What are you making?" Just as sweetly, the boy replied, "Oh, I'm making a little bowl for you and mama to eat your food from when I grow up." The four-year-old smiled and went back to work.
These words so struck the parents that they were speechless. Then tears streamed down their cheeks. Though no words were spoken, both knew what must be done. That evening, the husband took grandfather's hand and gently led him back to the family table.
For the remainder of his days, grandfather ate every meal with the family. And for some reason, neither husband nor wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk was spilled or the table cloth was soiled.
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Pain hidden deep within
Pain that nobody knows about
I carry it with me as a heavy load
A load I would love to cast away
But it's impossible
It seems like we're inseparable
Like Siamese twins
It's just like we're connected
By invisible spun threads
Unbreakable, indestructible
But hopefully one day
I'll conquer all my pain
And I'll be able to walk on
With my shoulders straight
And my head up high.
©Aysha Kleywegt
In my dreams there is a worldwhere only magic exists.
Where the sun always shines
and the moon gently smiles
Where miracles happen and every child
laughs and plays
without fear, pain or hunger.
Where people are friendly
without prejudice and lust for power
and the wind sings a gentle song
through the leaves on every tree
and everything and everybody
lives together in perfect harmony.
©Aysha Kleywegt
I'm waking up in a field filled with flowers.
The sunlight caresses my face, tickles my nose.
I breathe in the wonderful fragrances of the flowers
that surround me.
Their beautiful colors make me believe I'm in heaven
In a magical world called paradise
I watch the butterflies dance through the field
Dancing through the air from flower to flower
They dance their colorful ballet for me
Inviting them to dance and feel free
And I feel happy and alive
Almost drunk with happiness
I wished I could stay in my field filled with flowers
Filled with colors of happiness
And dance through the air from flower to flower
Just like my friends the butterflies.
©Aysha Kleywegt
waiting for the sun to open her heart
for the unconditional love she wishes
to spread out into this world.
Love is the wonderful fragrance of a flower
that will bring warmth into your soul
and that makes you grow
and walk with your head up high
making you see all the beauty
everywhere around you.
Love is like that soft gentle breeze
that softly caresses your skin
and that makes you feel wanted,
needed and safe
Love is like the rising of the sun
bringing light into your life
giving you the strength to carry on
and face the world
full of hope and expectations.
Love is the most beautiful gift
that we can give
that we can share
that we can accept.
Without love we lose ourselves
in lonely emptiness
which slowly eats us up inside
and leaves us no more place to hide
then between the dark walls
that we have build around us.
The following is what a channeler told me, after she consulted with her spirit guide as to how to explain to me precisely. I have supplemented her explanation with my own notes, for clarity.
The higher dimensional beings are everywhere, all at the same time. We can also be everywhere at the same time, but because we reside in a physical body, we have a primary identity. We are in our body most of the time. However, we can be outside of our physical body (eg. dream, astral travel, etc), in which case, we use our secondary identity.
We always have access to the higher dimensional beings. However, we must initiate the conversation, because they are not allowed to talk to us without our consent. If a higher or lower dimensional being has violated this universal law, you can invoke a divine being to intervene.
A ghost is a spirit that lingers in the second dimensional reality. They are either lost/stuck, or unwilling to leave. A deceased loved one in a spirit form who has already been escorted from our third dimensional reality, will be in a higher dimensional reality. So if you wish to speak to a deceased loved one, you only need to ask, and she will hear you, because she is omnipresent, regardless of whether she has reincarnated (in another physical body on the third dimensional reality) or not.
The third dimension is currently our resident dimension. It is however, not our permanent dimension.
A challenge is presented to you, because you the means to overcome it. The universe will not present to you what you cannot yet handle, unless you ask for it (eg. negative thoughts).
If and when you encounter a situation that is truly beyond you, then just ask for the necessary resource and support (angels and spirit guides), and trust and surrender to the process.
Every challenge is a life lesson. It is a homework, for a course or program. We need to do a set number of homework to complete a course, after which we progress to another course.
Planet Earth is the university of life. As souls, we have entered into agreements to come to this planet to take up a series of life lessons. When we leave, all that we take with us is our experience and wisdom.
To me, Earth is a playground. We are all here to play. So enjoy the game, and score as many goals as you can while you're here!
In prior years, I had explored the world, which I call the outer landscape. This year I have turned my focus inward, to explore my inner landscape.
I consider Toastmasters to be a powerful tool for my inner journey, which is a process of self-discovery, which leads to self-correction (or healing), and thus self-development. In conjunction with Toastmasters, I had also done some healing on lower self and on subconscious mind, by myself. I thought that was all the healings I needed. To my surprise, I was merely scratching the surface of my problems.
Each person is like an onion. You peel and peel, to remove all the "protective" layers you put on yourself, until you reach the core, which is your true self. Many people never know their true selves. Disillusionment leads to pains and sufferings.
Quite a few individuals are aware of my problems in June, and offered different advices. I now understand why some advised me to seek mental help. Psychiatry and psychology are different. I needed help from the latter, but I was taken to the former, which was useless for me. Nonetheless, with some help, I managed to see someone who healed me psychologically from some traumas which I was not consciously aware of. She went very deep to peel away all my protective layers which didn't serve me.
The protective layers I had are like dark clouds which I used to surround myself from feeling pain, sorrow, loss, disappointment, abandonment, etc. Different people have different protective mechanism that they utilize to shield themselves from harm, but they don't realize that this mechanism itself may be harmful. For example, we lie in order to protect ourselves, but the lies themselves can be a toxic ingredient in our lives.
Sometimes a person shuts down emotionally when faced with a trauma. This healer said I was emotionally disconnected. The revelation of my traumas induced emotional release/cleansing, and thus emotional healing. She said I still have more healing to do; what was done was only of most immediate concern. She said I have some negative programs in me. I was surprised to hear that, but when I talked to a friend about my session, I realized, oh yeah, I do have some negative thought patterns that I have been trying to remove but cannot.
Everyone's inner landscape is unique. It is your choice if you choose to explore it, or ignore it. Everything has its own timing. When the time comes, you will be brought to face your problems. As within, so without. When your inner landscape changes, your outer experiences will shift accordingly.
