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It seems that just when I think I have somewhat of a clue what is happening to me...
It all changes,over night it seems, and I wake up to Brand New Way.
That's what I call it,Brand New Way.
Never know when it will show up, usually when I have managed to put together puzzle pieces and made somewhat of a picture of what is happening...when I think I have a clue finally...
That's when I wake up to new puzzle pieces strewn all about, with no box for reference lol!

The latest addition of Brand New Way to my incredibly unbelievable life,has spun me off somewhere not of this time.
It has to do with timeline convertions I think.

I have been a hermit for several years, hmmmm,kinda like four or five of them,while I found my way through my dark night and my awakening.
So I didn't meet people, because I rarely was in places outside my home.
Now I am out and about once again and I am meeting people again.

There seems to be two kinds of people in my life.
The ones who reach me in passing to hear my story and to gather information from me as they continue on their path.
The ones starting on their awakening journey.
That I feel is one of my soul missions,to be here for those going through their awakening,give them information to stay out of fear.
They come in and are gone within hours.
We make beautiful connections.

And then there are the ones who blow my world away.
My soul family members.

I didn't really understand it until this last shift which explained a lot of things for me.
And then it happened again.
I meet someone new and there it was...instant deep strong soul connection.
I feel instant love for them.
Something more.

I have mostly had this with men.
However I met a beautiful woman who remembered us and she was the husband in our past life,so genders don't matter at all it seems.
The question of "is this my heart partner,my twin?"always pops up in my head.
But there doesn't seem to be any sense of urgency within me.
I am really more interested in meeting a new person in my life,if that makes sense.

This happened to me last week.
I met someone who is awake and we instantly connected.
We both spoke the exact same language.
It was awesome.
Our hearts recognized each other instantly.

And then we remembered past lives and why we came together in this lifetime.
And we both felt closure.
It almost feels like a timeline has ended and got settled up sort to speak.
Here is the thing though.
The person I was in that timeline has kinda merged with me.
Like brought along a little suitcase and had added new books of knowledge to my brain library.
Which I am happy to say seems to be coming online again.

I think this has been happening to me all along, but now there is so much more awareness.
So I think that when I have memories of other lifetimes,that person I was in those lifetimes comes in and joins me and brings that knowledge into my consciousness now.

And I am noticing now that as these awakened soul members come into my life I can't tell if I love them NOW so intensely...
or if I loved them THEN so intensely.
I guess since I have lost the sense of time this makes sense.
But it can make for a very confusing dating scene Lol!
I don't know whether to run from them as fast as possible, or marry them!
My heart feel no difference,for the past is the now.

Then I start to see the timeline thing and understand that this person is in my life to kinda say goodbye, for there always seems to be an aspect of me that makes me feel "ending" very strongly.
That makes me feel this is not meant to be in this life time.

Now I don't know if they go on,never to be more with me in this lifetime or not.
Haven't gotten that far.
I am just amazed at the incredible depth of emotion I can feel for what my brain says is a person I just met.

The good news is this last timeline convergence was from the 1950's so I figured I have about sixty years worth of soul family members to yet meet.
But I am getting closer.
I don't know to what, my heart says to have patience.
It says it is going to be amazing,whatever happens.
And that everything is just fine.

So if you too are caught up in a time warp loop and are reliving your past, grab the popcorn and watch yourself.
It is by far the weirdest thing I am experiencing at this moment.
I figured I would give it a bit, for change is the only constant in my life now.
Things might be completely different tomorrow.

But within me is the question...what will happen to me when the past has all merged into one me?
When the past finally becomes one with me in the now?
When there are no past timelines merging into one?
What will my days be like?
Will I be meeting a brand new group of family members for the next go around...?
Or will I step through the door into the great unknown?
Oh wait I did that already...I think we all did that already...

Shine bright my light family.
We are amazing.
I am so grateful to be experiencing all this with all of you.

Onwards and Upwards...one foot in front of the other.

Constantly hearing my heart.

Seems to be the best tactic for me at this moment.
Whatever timeline I might be traveling in...

In Light and Love
marie