24th Jan mid of a busy day I feel down and heavy. Feverish and familiar discomfort. Some how completed all work and when returning to home (temporary place in this city) at night the energies getting even intense and shaking. I had to carry myself home trying not to forget the way.
Its time for the 25th initiation. And I am in this crowded city needing the intense prior cleansing before the initiation completes. The process has begun.
Reached my at 10pm. took some rest before dinner.
Received a friend's call. Similar symptoms cold and flu.
We talked over what happened all through the day. how its so hard to work and focus on anything during this initiations.
Then close to 0 hrs went to sleep. The intense pour in began.
I feel like being in a training class all night. Trying to understand what was taught. Woke up exhausted in morning with cold.
I remember being stuck on only one concept and thought. "But this never worked that way". Manifestation with just intention never works. Its nonsense. stupid idea. :P
Focus...'The way you manifest this codes'. Focus on what you want. anything. forget the right and wrong. Let go the doubts. It will work out for the best. You are ready.
Well everyone of us manifest our desires. everyone does it. but we receive the results in due time. We needed many level of works before the desire reaches a complete manifestation. Like you cant have a Graduate degree without going through the entire process.
So what is this space of manifestations.
I am still not sure.
Its not like praying or asking.
Its a decree or direct command.
Take time to absorb the Initiation.
There is no code.
The information itself is the Initiation.