Sometimes I feel like I have no purpose here. I am not suicidal or anything, but as I look to the stars, I feel a sense of missing where I am from before I was sent to earth. Just wish I could go just to visit at least and get some sense of peace.
The people of earth who are not us are evil, mean, will step on you and push you aside. People are bad to each other, there is no love, I myself haven't found my mate. Somehow we got separated along the way and I can't find her. I don't like being alone like this too.
The water is polluted no matter how much it is filtered, the air is contaminated and there is too much addiction. I would like to feel pure and clean. The earth is slowly being poisoned and these leaders in our Government are not for people like us. Even when they get hold of technology stolen from aircraft, they want to use it against each other. Like someone wants to make a name for themselves by destroying the earth. ( ie; My Penis is bigger than yours)..
I seen the tree of life in the sky in my dreams and feel something will happen soon. I dreamed a bomb came from the sky and hit the ground, but didn't go off. Trump and another man were arguing over who fired first. I looked to my left and a heard of buffalo ran down off the hill and I saw the White Buffalo. "You will be like us one day, No More"... The White Buffalo said. Meaning there will be no more human beings and we all will be dead if we do not start taking responsibility for things and straightening up the mess that was made through the centuries.
I hope I find my way home before things get really bad. Even though I try to make them changes and help others to make changes, I feel I am fighting a losing battle with that. I want to go home.