We set expectations and boundaries we expect other to keep and when they don’t we are hurt. The hurt we experience every day are the direct result of our own illusions we expect others to adhere to. No use in handing someone your entire existence and letting them take all they…Continue
Deciding to take a break from all levels of existence have been good to me... There is nothing like healing self and remembering your path to inspire you to have hope again. For far too long I gave all I was to all that asked, and they turned out to be more greedy than what was good for me.
Being all you can be in service of other, does not mean you have to allow their greed to consume you. Having boundaries are healthy for personal growth, but does not make you less of who you…
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I had this idea a while ago, after writing something said by and animal totem that came close to me.
This is what the cards will look like, I now just have to design the symbols and writing that has to go on it.Continue
Bring forth to me the sky of being
a world of flow and strife
fall upon the eyes of love
to cleanse the scowl of hate
Clear does the call rise
on the noon of mine desire
set in stone of past…Continue
The objective, create a really funny…Continue
Rustling scales, restless twitching wings
Blue eyes searching the horizon
Tongue wetting lips tight with tension
Deep impatient rumbling in a smouldering belly
Sensitive to the vibrations on the ether
The smell of apprehension on the heart of soul…Continue
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Well it took me almost 2 months to finish all the research on this. It snot everything, but at some point I had to stop!
(22 December to 19 January)
Polarity : Negative, Female
Quality : Cardinal
Ruling Planet : Saturn
Element : Earth
Body Part : Knees, joints and…Continue
You are in each breath I take, each kiss the sun leave on my skin.
In the breath of the wind that caress my hair.
Each day I hear you whisper my name on the wind,
The smell of a warm summer day on the breeze, reminds me of you.
Each day my eyes search for you, my…Continue
This is the first of them all, it’s taking me a long time to write, as the research to it is rather a lot. I hope you all enjoy this. This is just how I look at the deeper meaning of many things. Always look further than what is seen.
(21 March – 19 April)…Continue
This is the reward of much hard work. The Autotec foundation has done it again, another award to add to our achievements. For us, the reward is not the award in itself, that is just the cherry on the cake, but in seeing how it affect the comunity at large, and how it affect the children in these schools.…
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A barely visible path, wanders through the dark and treacherous woods. A traveller walking this path gets weary and sad as the path is not easy to walk. It wanders seemingly forever; up a very steep mountain. Many travellers give up and turn back to an easier path, yet many still try to reach the top of the mountain.
The woods are so dense that the travellers can’t see the top of the mountain; they can only see a little part of where they’re going, and sometimes the path almost…Continue
So much wisdom we find in many places, so much life we have to live. Why is it that we have never looked inside the well of dreams? Can it be that we are lost in an illusion, the way that keep us from our dreams?
Where is life, when we are not living, but hiding in our past illusions? How did we get to this point? How did we get this lost? When have we lost our way… and stepped of the road to the…Continue
There are so many theories and ways this issue is addressed and I have listened to it all, but in the end I followed the path of my soul and found a path that made sense, not only to me, but to many others.
In my life I have searched for this path, which would lead me to the rainbow on the distant mountain, the one that is called balance. It gives you the power to spread your wings and to reach…Continue
After accessing the memories that helped me write the blog “In Source… a white snake, it made me think deep on the fact that I created the veil as I was ordered to do. This made me look at the other puzzle pieces that lay on a heap that does not fit anywhere else on this…
Log: 29 February 2012
When I got home last night I was so exhausted I could barely think straight. I planed this huge ritual on leap year day, a special ritual. Yet when I got home after a really hard day at the office, being told that I had to submit a 50 page report to request funding for the Foundation I work for, THAT DAY.
I was beat, and in NO mood for a…
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For the last 11 years I have been dealing with past life memories and issues. I learned that who and what I once was, directly reflected the person I am today. The currant life and its issues also mingle with all that. So many memories have I acessed, but most of them was fleeting glimpses.
A posture, a person that come at you fighting that had an issue with you about some or…
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The Day I fell in love with “The Devil”
One day a long time ago, there was…. Isn’t that how all fairy tales and love stories start. Well I think I will not do that lets start it like this!
The day was extra hot very early. It was 7am and already sweat was forming on my brow as I loaded “the Madam”. The destination… Benoni, and a liaison with a sexy hunk of a stallion. Let’s just hope “Madam” take to this stallion, as she has rejected 4 others. I sigh as…Continue
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There are many ways to classify life and what it means to you, but I will take you on a visual tour of what I feel life is all about!
In all things there is perception, it creates diversity and as I always say, life is like a box of crayons, some days you use more black or grey and other days more color, but in the end it is all about finding joy in what you are, what you do and what you see and feel. So take up your crayons and color like mad! Who cares what it look like,…Continue
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