It has been impossible for me in these last couple of months to write.
By the time I was able to get my feelings down, I was off experiencing another inner shift and could not finish.
Or I started with one thought and was slammed with so many ideas I could not write any one down.
All over the house I have ideas, thoughts written down,in pieces of papers everywhere,one thought which was as far as it got,but which seemed so monumental at the time, yet quickly forgotten by the next…
Somehow I have made it past that hugely empty, spiritual space I found myself in...
At first I kept thinking of it as empty space within me.
Now as these moon and solar energies have blasted the nasties out of me...I have a different kind of clarity.
I think it wasn't empty what I felt, it was vastness.
With the releasing of (almost) everything(still working on a couples of doucys) ,not for the highest good of all out of my life, I made room inside me to just be.
I can only say that I am frying in these energies.
And so are so many around me.
Extreme situations are occurring,at all levels.
I keep envisioning cream coming to the surface when being boiled...
I am blowing everything electronic.
The energies are so intense that I constantly ground and ground and ground...yet I am still so charged.
Amazing synchronicities are occurring for me and problems that I did not know how I could handle, somehow are…
That is what I feel like...
Like I have been to a huge, yummy buffet and my eyes were WAY bigger than my stomach...and then I ate too much and now I can't move!
Greediness at the spiritual buffet...lol.
I feel completely stuffed.
In a good way.
The energies now for me feel at a constant blast.
Which is funny, because it has been like this for so long, that it no longer feels like this is something "new".
I am not preparing for them, I am…